my wishes in life

1) To get good results(seriously stressing now-people at work have been like are u not nervous and now all of a sudden i am)
2) For things to get back to normal(and i mean EVERYTHING!!!!)
I wish everything will get back to normal. i wish that more than anything. i had a bad 2007-james bonds year did nothing for me-from january to december it gt worse. 2008 has been better-ive become a stronger person, i grew up a lot and have more of a responsibility now. but then my two worlds come crashing down. and they had to happen at the same time. i always knew that if something happened in one world then i would have the other to support me, but if it happens at the same time then u have no-one. in one world theres fighting arguments and generally bitchiness which i dont want to happen and really shouldnt happen anymore. and in the other world im being a stubborn argumentative stroppy little cow.
how do u say sorry when the person who u hurt the most doesnt want to know
I FUCKING HATE IT!!!!
anyway-i realised how much i like reading and want to buy more books-bt i know that if i do that i wont read them. mayb i shud finish the ones im reading which mite be soon seen as im spending most of mi time reading recently
me and mi mam are going to see mamma mia tomorrow and its gonna b a lot of fun. apparently its a really good film and hopefully mi mam wont fall asleep at the cinema again(admittedly this is her choice because the last time i took her i was 12 and it was harry potter 2 and she fell asleep). I can spend quality time with her which i dont really do. I've always been a daddys girl and gone football with my dad instead of going out with my mum. usually when we do go out its shopping and we end up arguing over the clothes im trying on and that isn't good so the cinema wont cause an argument lol
anyways im off
lv
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