realisation of what is to come

hey
well its been a werid couple of days, after i got in from helens party i slept for about 9 hours getting up at 8. But then the exhaustion set in that i wanted to sleep longer but i couldnt because i had work.
cant wait till the holidays when i can have at least a few lie ins (i cant see me having many because i dont really like sleep)but i need to catch up a bit. Whats the point of sleeping when you can live life anyway? Its just a waste of time that you could be living through. Well thats my opinion anyway
work yesterday was quiet-i spent a lot of time thinking about things and how i could confront things that annoy me but i know that if i approach the subject then it wont come out right anyway
yeah so yesterday i ended up talking about a few things and a lot of things became clear and i think thats why ive been so snappy with people today. i'll be going off to university and leaving my home town in about a year or so and even though it scares me slightly i'm looking forward to that independence. I don't mind the moving away part at all, ill still be home quite often and i will see my family all the time. The thing that worries me is my friends. I love them all to bits and although they all annoy me at times i cant see how it would be without them. i know most people lose contact with their friends when they leave school but i dont want it to happen. i dont mind only gettin a text here or there but to stop completely would be harsh. However, i can see it happening now. I dont want it to be that in 10 years we bump into each other and not even remember each other. That's why i've decided to try my hardest to keep in contact and if it doesnt work...so be it...at least i've tried.
After all i still have a year left with them. And when i go to univeristy i will meet new people who will get a different impression than what people in school did because when i started school i was a bit of a geek and now ive totally changed
Summer is coming up. Which means mine and helens bday's are coming up. We have always struggled to keep in contact in the summer so im gonna make sure i see every1 at least once. need to work out what im gonna do for my bday but thats ages away so i can think nearer the time
anyway im off
lv
lindz

tired-like thats new!!!!NOT!!!

Yeah so i've decided to get blogger and be able to write a diary on here because the last one i did was a complete and utter sham.
So about me-16, half way through mi a levels (ARGH!!!) and wanting to become a barrister (Triple argh seeing the grades you have to get to be on that course)
I'm not very good at describing myself
Anyway right now i'm really tired-it was that bad that i was falling asleep in church(bad sign!!!)
Yeah so i went to helens house last nite-had a blast
onli problem was that i gt 10 minutes kip here or there
and then i got to watching movies
and then at abt 6 gt a few hours sleep
then had 2 go to work for 6 hrs and then church so i reli hvnt slept
and exhaustion is setting in lol
well wats the point of sleepin wen i was having a good time
anyway im off
lv
lindz