stressing out

ok so i hvnt wrote in a while but thats by the by lol.
anyway im stressing out and not in a good way. I have an operation tomorrow. I have been doing my friends heads in for the past few months going on about it and i no i have but i have been really excited about it. Even when people asked me whether i was nervous u honestly could say i wasnt
and now its the day before and im stressing. I have to fast tonight for my anasthetic and so i have been eating loads tonight even though u shouldnt lol. Im not allowed fluids after 4am. I dont no when the operation is either as i dont know where abouts i am in the list.
I no this seems like a stupid entry but its calming lol.
Anyway, what annoys me is that i shouldve had this done when i was a baby but because the damn docs told me parents there was nothing wrong when there clearly was then i couldnt have it done until mi optition offered it last year. My friends and family say its not that noticable but from your own perspective thats a totally different thing.
I think the main thing thats worrying me is the fact i have never had an anasthetic before and its gonna be unusual but mi mam says its like a good nights sleep.
And i have to get up at 6am *sigh* im gonna have to be dragged out of bed lol.
so all in all i no this is a rambling post. im really sorry to my friends who have gone on about this with for the last couple of months as im guessing it did all ur heads in lol
love
lindz