hey
well its been a werid couple of days, after i got in from helens party i slept for about 9 hours getting up at 8. But then the exhaustion set in that i wanted to sleep longer but i couldnt because i had work.
cant wait till the holidays when i can have at least a few lie ins (i cant see me having many because i dont really like sleep)but i need to catch up a bit. Whats the point of sleeping when you can live life anyway? Its just a waste of time that you could be living through. Well thats my opinion anyway
work yesterday was quiet-i spent a lot of time thinking about things and how i could confront things that annoy me but i know that if i approach the subject then it wont come out right anyway
yeah so yesterday i ended up talking about a few things and a lot of things became clear and i think thats why ive been so snappy with people today. i'll be going off to university and leaving my home town in about a year or so and even though it scares me slightly i'm looking forward to that independence. I don't mind the moving away part at all, ill still be home quite often and i will see my family all the time. The thing that worries me is my friends. I love them all to bits and although they all annoy me at times i cant see how it would be without them. i know most people lose contact with their friends when they leave school but i dont want it to happen. i dont mind only gettin a text here or there but to stop completely would be harsh. However, i can see it happening now. I dont want it to be that in 10 years we bump into each other and not even remember each other. That's why i've decided to try my hardest to keep in contact and if it doesnt work...so be it...at least i've tried.
After all i still have a year left with them. And when i go to univeristy i will meet new people who will get a different impression than what people in school did because when i started school i was a bit of a geek and now ive totally changed
Summer is coming up. Which means mine and helens bday's are coming up. We have always struggled to keep in contact in the summer so im gonna make sure i see every1 at least once. need to work out what im gonna do for my bday but thats ages away so i can think nearer the time
anyway im off
lv
lindz
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Pinky promise, we'll always try and stay in touc
Pinky promise, this year is going to be lived to the full just in case it really is our last
lol i agree wi that
apart from the month we hv exams its gonna b lived 2 the ful
onli thing is:mine or urs or both(depending on whether its joint) 18th bday party may b the last time we see each other-i can see misen cryin at mi bday lol
well im gonna try my hardest-like i sed so b it if evry1 els doesnt
i need my auntie helen for the future lol
lv
lindz
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